Discovered Conceptual artist Jenny Holzer today (had she been mentioned in class?):
Experience
(Click around; she has made every visitor a creator,
every reader an author)
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Forking Out
Maybe it's just this 24-hour melancholia speaking, but I miss this class like a kid sent to bed before dinner misses his mashed potatoes. I think I'm holding to something that has begun to (fervently) take root in my mind, yet being forced to (and, I suppose, wanting to) move on; but I don't want to leave that root as a root, I want it to blossom into a huge tree, and I want to be that tree. But I feel a little lost in "forking out" on my own, trying to preserve and develop that perspective, that system of thought--that cognitive freshness and wonder and free-wheeling power without the guidance of this class. I feel like this is one of those classes that I could keep taking over and over and never feel a hint of stagnation. I feel that this class was one crucial pivot point/fulcrum for my development as a whole thinker, artist, student of life, if you will. I feel that this class gave me permission to be myself, in a way, and indulge patterns of thought I had once, and perhaps unknowingly, crushed. And now I feel a little lost without consistent "system rechargers."
Maybe the most important thing I learned (and saw in action) last semester, was to maintain as high a level of receptivity and inquisitiveness as I could productively sustain. This new English course I'm taking right now is great too, but much more "traditional" (and limiting? but limits aren't so bad--they let you see what's outside; limits are tethers and tethers are necessary for ascension or movement in general; as Albert Einstein remarked, "Once one knows his limits, he can go beyond it."). I guess my goal is to use this current class (and indeed all subsequent encounters in my life) as fodder for that [parasitic] seed.
I'm searching for more encounters with illumination, and this class has given me one more very powerful flashlight.
I apologize for the self-therapeutic nature of this entry. But just writing it makes my head a little clearer. I need to get formed words out before new ones can take their place. Consider this an examination of one square inch on the surface of my mind.
Maybe the most important thing I learned (and saw in action) last semester, was to maintain as high a level of receptivity and inquisitiveness as I could productively sustain. This new English course I'm taking right now is great too, but much more "traditional" (and limiting? but limits aren't so bad--they let you see what's outside; limits are tethers and tethers are necessary for ascension or movement in general; as Albert Einstein remarked, "Once one knows his limits, he can go beyond it."). I guess my goal is to use this current class (and indeed all subsequent encounters in my life) as fodder for that [parasitic] seed.
I'm searching for more encounters with illumination, and this class has given me one more very powerful flashlight.
I apologize for the self-therapeutic nature of this entry. But just writing it makes my head a little clearer. I need to get formed words out before new ones can take their place. Consider this an examination of one square inch on the surface of my mind.
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